Aug 15, 2012

Self-respect towards peoples.

Assalamualaikum & Afternoon peoples.






Pandangan orang lain ni kadang-kadang kita kena ambil tahu juga. Tak boleh pakai sebat je. Orang lain juga perlu menghormati pandangan kita, tak kiralah pendapat kita tu menyakitkan hati diaorang atau tak. Mungkin ada sebab tersendiri mengapa kita memberi pandangan atau pendapat. Pada aku, pendapat yang aku sampaikan mengikut pengalaman hidup aku sendiri. From that, I make a conclusions. I'm not easily jump into conclusions. I'll evaluate it first. Kadang-kadang pendapat aku ni menyakitkan hati seseorang tu. Aku tak kisah even sebenarnya aku kisah sangat /: Aku hormat comment, pendapat diorang. But aku rasa, diaorang tak pernah nak hormat pendapat orang lain kot. Terus shoot aku like a bullet and I was like =_____=" Hey, it's just an opinion! Chill mann! --,--" 










Aku hormat pandangan diaorang pun dah cukup bertuah dah. And they should do the same too. As simple as that right? /: Tu kadang-kadang aku malas nak bagi pendapat. Nanti ada je yang tak puas hati. Bak kata orang, being silent is the best way. Aku ni tak hebat pun macam diaorang. I know who I am. Respect people's opinion is a must. From there, we can know whether someone respect other people or not. Aku bukanlah someone yang judge people easily. But them? Aku taklah cakap aku ni malaikat sangat tapi it's about respect other people's opinion. I'm just saying based on my experience then out of sudden they said I'm pathetic /: Apa kes? Tak boleh terima pendapat aku, duduk diam-diam sudahlah. Tak payah duk shoot me like a bullet. Haha memang tak puas hati. Aku just nak tengok tang mana yang aku ni pathetic? -,- I just cannot understand them well. I just can't.











Aku duduk diam-diam pun kena kacau. Humph sangat tak faham. Lepas ni aku rasa taknak cakap apa-apa dah. Cakap pun nanti buat orang sakit hati je nak buat apa. Ye dok? /: Aku bukan nak jadi batu api untuk seseorang. I'm just giving her way not to get hurt again. Aku pernah dalam situation tu. Salah ke? Kalau salah, tegurlah elok-elok. Aku takkan marah diaorang, but janganlah terus shoot me like a bullet. Haa! kan aku dah cakap ulangkali tu. Humph. Orang ni macam-macam ada. Semakin aku lama hidup, semakin ramai manusia yang datang dalam life aku. Tak kiralah kawan ke, boyfriend/girlfriend ke, or musuh ke. Ramai dah. Semakin lama aku semakin belajar erti hidup yang sebenar. Tak semua orang kita boleh trust easily. Depan kita nampak baik, behind us we don't know what they can do. So, just be careful that we can do. I'm prefer be friends with a few/certain people rather than many peoples. Makin ramai kita berkawan, makin banyak fake people yang kita jumpa. 










Sorrylah entry kali ni serious sikit. Aku bukan apa, tak tahu nak express rasa tak puas hati ni dekat mana. Nak cakap dah tidur, lama aku tidur tadi. Bila bangun je, usually aku rasa ni dah hilang. Ni bangun tidur pun, still terbayang-bayang ayat diaorang. Can't get out of my mind. I don't know why. At the end, dekat sini jugak aku luahkan. Thank you D =) 




Ciao xx





p/s: D is stand for Diary :P Mwahahaha. Comelkan nama tu? Hekheks




Aug 13, 2012

Sister, I heart you.













FRIENDS.





They comes and go. Things happens, people change and relations changed too. So do friends. As for me, friends last forever. Once we're in a relationship that we called Friends, we'll always be friends until death. InsyaAllah until Jannah. My 1st friend is Siti Aishah Abdul Rahman. YES! I'm still remembered when I was met her. She's a kind and hanky-panky girl. The most happiest girl that I've ever seen in my life until now. Want to know story about her? :) Chekidout!






*Translate to Malay*









Mula kenal Aishah when I was 3years old. If I'm not mistaken :) Hihihi That time dia tengah menangis terhinjut-hinjut tak tahu pasal apa dekat tangga bawah blok aku. Dengan rasa curiousity yang sangat tinggi, aku pun pergilah dekat dia and ask her why she's been crying. Hahaha! I'm not loud person but I'll speak what inside my head without thinking. That's me. From there, kami mula berkawan until we're so close like mommy-sister-daughter. Aishah neii dulu kuat cengeng, I means kuat menangis jugak tapi gangster. Weird enough huh? --.--" Hahahaha Perangai dia dulu macam lelaki sikit with her dress-up like boyish. Plus dia takda sister and semua lelaki. Dia sorang jee anak dara dalam family & maybe that's why ganas semacam. Mwahahaha! What I love about her, whatever I need her, she'll be there. Her gila-gila yang buat aku comfortable dengan dia. Sangat :) I'm free with her. No cover-cover at all. Kehkehkeh









Sampailah masuk primary school, actually Aishah should be in SK Taman Medan cause her brothers all been schooled in Taman Medan. But she didn't want sebab takut tak dapat kawan. So she transfer to Taman Dato' Harun 2 with me ;) Awwchh so sweet :") Muah muah :* Okay enough! Sambung cerita. Then bila masuk sekolah tu, aku risau jugak takut bebudak taknak kawan dengan dia cause she's different from others. But Alhamdulillah, she managed to get her own friends. Selalu risau pasal dia everytime she want to do new job or anythings /: It's my natural behaviour. Risau terlebih. Hahahaha! Sampailah masuk secondary school kitaorang sama. Since primary school lagi, pergi sekolah sama-sama. Even aku dah naik basikal pun still go together. Everythings we shared together. Sampailah dah masuk high school. Never be apart. Homework pun buat sesama even bukan satu kelas. Aku tak pernah rasa down if I'm with her. She knows how to makes me happy. Ramai tanya macam mana aku boleh befriends dengan Aishah. Yang paling buat aku terkilan ramai tanya tak malu ke berkawan dengan Aishah. Unexpected questions & stupid too --,--" Then I'm asked 'em back "Kau malu tak dapat parents yang gila? Aku tak pernah malu. I know her and she know me. For me, that's enough." and they silent. What a stupido questions I get -.-













Until kami masuk U. From here, we're take our own way. She get PTPL Alam Sentral while me? Unihell instead of Unisel. Mwahahaha! but we're still close. Bila rindu nak manja-manja dengan dia, I'll going back to Petaling Jaya. In PJ, my time mostly with her. I don't mind even Ibu pun tak risau. She know how to take care of me even kadang-kadang aku yang jaga dia jugak :P Hahahahahaha Too many that we've been through sweet and bitter times. Too many I told youuu. Kadang-kadang menyakitkan hati jugak layan dia but that's life. Takkan nak manis je, pahit takda langsung pun cannot go far jugak. Ye dok? :) To Aishah, when you're about to feeling down, always look back because I'll always be there for you, sister :* I love you just the way you are. Kawan lain hilang takpa but not you. Hikhiks Hey hey! I'm not Lesbo okay! I'm just expressing my thoughts about youu. You're my most precious friends that I've ever had.






*Our crazy moments




Don't take 'em away from me. 
Fcukin love 'em so much :*
Hey! Call me selfish.
But I hate sharing with you if you just want to make 'em hurt.
Noted that!
:)






Sick being around fake people.

Assalamualaikum.








Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong and no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you're screaming.
No, you don't know what it's like,
When nothing feels all right,
You don't know what it's like,
To be like me.



To be hurt,
To feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked when you're down,
To feel like you've been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
And no one's there to save you,
No, you don't know what it's like,
Welcome to my life.



Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies while deep inside you're bleeding.
No, you don't know what it's like,
When nothing feels all right,
You don't know what it's like,
To be like me.



To be hurt,
To feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked when you're down,
To feel like you've been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
And no one's there to save you,
No you don't know what it's like,
Welcome to my life.



No one ever lied straight to your face,
And no one ever stabbed you in the back,
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay,
Everybody always gave you what you wanted,
You never had to work it was always there,
You don't know what it's like, what it's like.



To be hurt,
To feel lost,
To be left out in the dark,
To be kicked when you're down,
To feel like you've been pushed around,
To be on the edge of breaking down,
And no one's there to save you,
No, you don't know what it's like,
Welcome to my life.









This is my emotions now. Yeah, you don't know what it's like to be like me. You just don't know. I hate plastic person. They said they know me but it just a word. You ain't no proof.



Aug 12, 2012

Pelakon Utama

Assalamualaikum.










Muka ceria bukan main --,--" Huuuu maaf Farah Azhar. Muka awok kena crop. Sebab awak bukan pelakon utama dalam cerita neii. Mwahahahaha! :P












Sebenarnya saja nak post this picture. Takda benda penting punnn! Hekheks



Diari Ramadhan Hanni

Assalamualaikum.






Hello dunia! Lama dah rasanya tak update blog neii. Rasa bersawang dah oii. Pejam celik pejam celik dah lama gilaa tak menulis di blog kan? Aku rasa semua tak rindu aku. Kann? Yelaaa, beta nei siapa je orang nak rindu. Kehkehkeh Poyo je lebih kau hunn --,--" Puii. Hahahaha Stop it! K. Bukan apa, aku just takda benda nak express. Terasa nak simpan dalam je eventhough aku rasa itu bukan satu attitude yang bagus. Well, it's just my attitude. I'm comfort with it.









Kali nei jugak aku nak privatekan blog neii. Idk why! Terasa macam malas nak publickan E-Diary aku kali neii. Mwahahaha! Well, Ramadhan pun hampir melabuhkan tirainya. Aku terasa macam bukan dalam bulan Ramadhan. Takda suasana yang aku boleh anggap seperti Ramadhan. And I'm really missing my childhood times. Indeed.









Want to know a story when I was a kid? :) Let's flashback the times. Jeng jeng jeng









10 years ago ...









I was 10 that times. From what I remembered, at this age I was really happy celebrated my Ramadhan because I still have my love so-called Dad. Bangun sahur jee ada orang kejut dengan wajah & intonasi yang ceria. He is my Dad. Daddy selalu kejut aku bangun sahur at 4:30AM. Always. The way dia kejut was so different from my Mom. Aku tak cakap Ibu kejut kasar. Still biasa but tak selembut Ayah. Dia akan setia duduk sebelah aku until aku betul-betul sedar. Then dia sure tunggu aku cuci muka, gosok gigi then duduk baru dia start makan. How sweet is that right? :')









Then lepas habis makan, dia akan duduk sebelah katil aku & suruh aku niat Sahur tiga kali baru dia bagi tidur. Even aku dah pandai niat sendiri, he's still want me to follow him Niat. Hahaha That time I was like "Ayah, angah dah hafal. Angah niat dalam hati je. *sambil mata tertutup*" and he will say "Takpa, ikut je Ayah niat. Kita niat sama-sama." That time ikutkan jelaa sebab rasa mengantuk dah mengatasi segalanya. Hahahaha! But now, it's just a wonderful memories that can't never faded.









Time berbuka pula, kanak-kanak riang macam aku memang time berbuka sangat gembira! Macam-macam nak makan. Since dulu lagi, family aku nei memang tak berapa suka kalau berbuka beli makanan dekat Bazaar. So until now, aku tak berapa nak pergi Bazaar. Bila teringin something sesangat, baru check-in Bazaar. hihihi Time berbuka, everyday Mom will cook different menu. So, kitaorang takdalaa bosan asyik makan makanan sama jee. Ye dak? :) Ibu jenis yang straight, tegas with her kids. So, kami semua tak berani nak mintak macam-macam. If terasa nak makan something, we'll tell Ayah to tell Ibu to cook for us. Faham? Tak faham, faham-fahamkan sendiri. Kehkeh









Until dah 10 tahun berlalu, kemeriahan Ramadhan dengan Ayah still terasa hingga sekarang. Idk why I'm write this story, I miss Dad maybe. Now, everythings change. The surroundings, emotions and people changes too. I always longing for Ramdhan with Dad. I think he's the only man that knows me so well. He knows what I've been through, what I feels even I didn't tell him. Feels just like yesterday he left us. Terasa suasana sedih tu. I know he watching me right now. I know he do. Sebab in this Holy Month, Allah dah janjikan semua syaitan diikat, dan semua Roh akan dilepaskan kerumah masing-masing untuk melihat sendiri ahli keluarga mereka. From what I know laaa. Tanya ahli-ahli yang lebih arif about religions, and they said it's true. So, I know Ayah is with us during Ramadhan. I just can't look and touch him, but I can feel him beside me.









Well, since dulu aku memang anak manja Ayah. I'm too close with Ayah. Everythings happens, we'll share together. He's my ear. My best listener ever! Bila dia takda, aku terasa sangat kehilangan seorang Ayah & kawan yang hebat! Sangat. When he left me, everythings change. Totally changed. I'm not like before. whatever problems it is, I won't easily tell others even Ibu. Idk why. I'm feel like no one cannot be trusted anymore. Weird isn't? /: Hm









Whatever it is, love your parents before they left you. Appreciate what you have. Gain a wonderful memory as much as you can with 'em. I'm always feel jealous towards people who have a Dad. A someone who you can called Ayah, Abah, Baba and so on. Because they have what I didn't have. Sangat jealous. Teruknyaa aku, Wuwuwuuuuuu :"( Lastly, Happy Ramadhan & Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all Muslims. Ciao!



Mar 23, 2012

Old but New




It's been awhile since I didn't do my blog post -.- sangat lama!
Actually takdelah busy mana kan, just malas je nak update.
Taktahu nak karang apa. Hiks
Sorry kawan-kawan! *senyum tunjuk gigi*


Too many things happens lately.
Taktahu nak fikir apa lagi.
Pening, penat semua ada!
Hadoii.
Kadang-kadang rasa nak tumbuk dinding pun ada.
Hahaha!


By the way, blog lama tapi content baru ni, aku nak story pasal life, love and everything that I want to share with you.
YES! Just certain things je I will shut my mouth.
*senyum lebar*
For those yang rasa malas nak baca/dengar the story of my life, boleh get out!
You're not important at all.
Gurau-gurau.
:)


For today, ini je dulu.
Nanti bila free, update lagi okay!
Ciao!


Sep 8, 2011

New Blogspot?

Assalamualaikum & Selamat Tengah Hari Semua.

Berhabuk sudah belog aku nie kenn? Lama tak update! Hahaha. Been busy. This semester is killing me right now! Rasa tak cukup tangan nak buat. Tons of assignment , trip to Langkawi , camping plus mid-term and quiz really make me ... Oh godddd! Please! Life as a student always like this. Hmmm. #takpedahbiasadah Oh ya! Cerita pasal belog nie , blog dah change interface ehh? Ouch. Apsal aku boleh tak tahu nie? #damn Beza betul dengan dulu. Yelah , dulu lain sekarang lain. Kannn? teeheee

Makin lama makin malas aku nak karang. Jumpa lagi nanti! Kbai. Oh ya! Before lupa , ai nak ucapkan







SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN KEPADA SEMUA KAWAN DAN BLOGGER SEKALIAN.

SEMOGA RAYA KORANG AKAN LEBIH BERMAKNA TAHUN NIE.


IKHLAS DARIPADA HANNI NASHA MAHMOD



:]
Okbai.










Jul 31, 2011

Birthday Shoutout!




Birthday Shoutout to my baby , Farah Azhar! You're a big girl now. Be positive! Stay pretty okay! Don't let anyone ruined your life. Be more gangster! Hahaha.


iloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu girl <3





Memorable memories.



Jul 30, 2011

All about hijab ;)


Hello and Assalamualaikum.







Mesti bloggers semua pelik kenn? Yelah tibatiba aku post pasal hijab. Actually aku dah lama nawaitu nak pakai hijab dalam erti kata yang sebenar. Bukan saja suka suka sebab kita tengok orang pakai tudung kita pun sibuk nak pakai tudung. Alasan ikut perkembangan terkini. Alasan tak relevan langsung lah kawan! But sampai sekarang tak tercapai lagi nawaitu tu. Entah bila boleh tercapai. Iya takk? Hmmm.
















Dulu aku bertudung actually.











Haaaa ?!














Apsal terkejut? Betul lahh. Tapi kenapa sekarang tak dah? Biasa lahh. Itu time sekolah babe. Pakai sebab kena paksa dengan parents. If neighbours nampak anak anak dara yang bertudung ayu jea , pasti mulut diorang akan memuji. Natural lah tu babe! Itulah mulut jiran jiran -.-' kalau pakai sendat sendat , sure reject 120% punya! Reject apa? Reject jadi menantu pilihan lerr. Ingat kita nak sangat dengan anak teruna diorang. Demmmm!



















I was started to wearing hijab since form 3 until 5 only. Sebabnya dulu ex-lover aku agak islamic lahh. Thats why kena pakai. Secara tak langsungnya , three years I be a good daughter and girlfriend. Hahaha. Boyfiee jugak memainkan peranan untuk kita berubah kepada yang lebih baik. Tapi lagi bagus kalau kita berubah secara sendiri or atas kesedaran kita sendiri. Betul tak? :) okay hanni kau bermadah pujangga malam malam ni , teehee


















Banyak feedback mengatakan aku cantik/ayu/lawa bertudung. Nyet! Aku tak masuk bakul angkat sendiri okay! Ini fakta tau. Haha. Bila masuk universiti pun ramai bagi feedback positif bahawa hanni cantik pakai tudung. Awwww kembang dah bontot aku ni! Hahaha. Rasa bangga jadi Muslim :') sebab non-muslims pun cakap ai lagi cantik bertudung. Thank you I'll appreciate that. Mmuuaahhh! Apehal kau tetiba gedik ni? LOL






















Aku bertudung tanpa rela. Nama pun dipaksa kenn? Betul lah kata orang tua tua , kalau buat sesuatu kerana dipaksa , sure perbuatan/perkara tu takkan kekal lama. Haiihh. Buktinya , ai dah kembali freehair as I finish my high school life :/ then bila tengok orang pakai tudung cantik cantik , terasa nak pakai balik. But this time ai kena fikir masak masak supaya terus pakai. Not dah pakai hijab then freehair balik. Tu serupa takpayah pakai tudung sebab lelaki bukan muhrim dah nampak aset/mahkota kita kenn? :)

























Conclusionnya , aku pakai tudung bila dah sah jadi isteri someone. Tu nawaitu aku. Hopefully boleh laksanakan. Aminn. Eh sorry bloggers entry aku malam ni malam islamic sikit. Hahaha. Oh ya! Nasib baik tak publish post lagi. Here are some photos that I loved to see them in hijab ;) so beautiful okay!






So gorgeous -- Fatin Liyana/FL





So elegant -- Yuna Zarai






So beautiful -- Hana Tajima









Top three idol for hijab ;) gaya mereka sangat cantik and superb! Wa salute lu orang ah!













Bubye!



Result ;)






Okay. Harini sangat bosan , bosan dan sangat bosan! Sampai tak tahu nak buat apa. Maka dengan bangganya hanni nak publish result every semester. Nak dikatakan membanggakan boleh lah jugak! Sebabnya pointer every semester menaik. Wehoooooo! Semester ni? Kena bekerja keras lagi sikit! Try to get Dean's List yawww ;)





Cat I and II was quite easy. Taklah sesusah mana. If betul betul faham , lagi kacang weyh! Apa yang penting? Mathematics takde sebab I hate Math! Yang agak susah , record keeping. Pheww. Struggle gila aku study subject tu! Killer subject kot -.-' And alhamdulillah I got A's in that subject. Hahaha.





Semester ni subject banyak menguji minda/fikiran/otak aku. Lots of fact that I have to study. Arghh. Takut takboleh capai apa yang aku nak! Hopefully boleh capai. Aminnn. Whatever it is , congrats hanni ! :DDD







Happy Fasting Blogger's!
;)


credits: owner's of picture's happy fasting



Wordless Saturday





Motif? Saja ;) bosan sampai taktahu nak buat apa. Hmmmmm. Oh this is my twitter account , @hanni_mahmod for my username. Do be my friends yeah! Currently active on twitter.


Assignment, boleh awak pergi jauh jauh tak?


Hello and Assalamualaikum.









Last entry ai dah kasitahu nak bebel pasal assignment yang melambak lambak kenn? Now , here we go!





1# Keeping Archive --> Madam Haida Hanim

  • Cari lima journal about keeping archive then buat satu summarize/karangan mengenai 'How Important Keeping Archive For The Next Generation'.
  • Minimum 4 pages.
  • Boleh cari dekat Emerald.
  • Submit another two weeks from now.


Which is just one weeks left! Awww ai dah cuak woii. Sebab tak boleh download journal dekat Emerald. Cemana ni? :/ FYI (for your information) , Emerald ni adalah satu website only just for journal. Everything that related to journal you can find it here. The problem is I cant downloaded it. Aiyoo! Plus sangat malas nak cari and baca! -.-






2# Intro. to Children's Library --> Madam Nora Lina

  • Do summarize about the book that you has borrowed at library.


Summarize again?! What the fish! Halamak! In English pulaks tu. Memang mati otak ai nak buat ayat! Please! Toloooooonnngggggg!








Assignments Miss Irma dah siap! Yeay! But taktahulah betul ke tak. Wheeee. Janji ada and buat! Belum belajar lagi dah berlambak assignment. Haaduuu! Nak buat cemana? Terpaksa lahh! Haha. Taknak cakap banyak. Nak pergi cari materials for keeping archive punya assignment. Bubye!














p/s: menghitung masa bila ai nak habis study. Hmmmm














xiexie wo pengyou!


Jul 28, 2011

Whole day at library


Hello and Assalamualaikum.









Post title nak up jea kenn? Pheww. Harini sangat penat! Macam macam aktiviti yang aku buat dari awal pagi until malam. Fuhhh! Rasa macam nak tercabut segala tulang tulang dalam badan ni. But everything was fine after all. Aminn. Sini ai cerita sikit ya about one day ni ;)
















Pagi.
Awal awal pagi lagi lepas subuh aku dah bangun sebab nak siap siap do some exercise which I called it as Information Hunt. Oh sumpah best! Pagi pagi dah lari lari dalam library yang sangat besar tu. Rasa kalori aku turun dengan mendadak gila! Hahaha. Exercise ramai ramai dengan budak budak group Library Science (macam aku bukan pulak kenn?) Haha. Kitaorang kena cari clue related to unisel library. Everything about em'. Sangat memenatkan! Sampai tertonggeng tonggeng. Oh memaaanngggg maluuuuu! But its competitions right? We just take it as normal issue. Kihkihkih. The easiest part is when we have to find the clue at Reference rooms. So easy maannnnnn! Sebabnya kitaorang dah salah place and we're lucky sebab tak buka lagi clue tu. If dah bukak , habiissss! Terus reject! Secara auto nyaa our group is not in the list anymore. Auto eliminated! Erghh. and the hardest part is when at Book Shelf! Grrrrrrrr. Memang susah gila! Aku hampir give-up kot -.- Shit! And lastly aku jugak yang jumpa clue tu. Hahaha. Terselit rasa bangga woii *raisedeyelashes*




At first , we all ingat one way. Means once competition tu start , semua ada dekat tempat yang sama. At last , tak ghupenyaa. Hahaha. Lawak gila! Paling ketara , kesemputan/sesak nafas aku naik dengan mendadak jugaks lahh. Nasib baik pandai cover babe! Taknak bagi the rest member risau. Kennn? Risau ke? Entah -.- Last clue memang sangat pening! Hadoii. Sampai kena nyanyi nyanyi sebab nak submit all the tag clue and ques dekat somebody and we're actually who's the lucky one! Oh my goodness! Memang menguji kesabaran lahh time tu. Sabar jelah. Hahaha. Bila keputusan diumumkan (drumroll please) , our group in the third place! Derr , okaylah tu kenn? From nothing. Congrats to team yang menang! :D













Tengah hari.
After do some shot , we all lepak-ing cafeteria sebab nak divide hadiah. Hamper jea! Dalam hamper surelah makanan right? :) Makanan tak boleh tamak , kena share. Kuikui. Usaha bersama , hadiah pun bersama lahh. Hehe. At the same time , aku sempat pekena lunch dude. Nasi putih , ayam goreng , daging rendang , pajeri terung and teh o ais. Perghh! The best feeling I've never had! Kenyang gilaa! Hahaha. Thanks to mybaby , Farah sebab belanja ai. Wheeee. Done with eating , aku terus naik hostel and get ready to fly away to PJ. Wehooooo! Around 2.30pm aku angkat kaki dari unisel and straight away to Sg. Buluh and KL Sentral. Bubye unisel.














Petang.
Around 5pm kot ai sampai KL Sentral and terus pergi KFC. High-tea! Kahkah. One set snack plate and Zinger-Maxx Burger plus Pepsi. Suddenly I feels very hungry. Ouch. Ya saya kuat makan sekarang. Percayalah sahabatku! ;) High-tea sambil tunggu anak gajah. He's always late! Aiyoo! But its okay janji my tummy happy. Wheee. After that , kitaorang jalan jalan sekejap area KL Sentral sambil makan sundae cone vanilla flavour. That time tengah fikir nak lepak mana. Lastly we're decided wanna lepak-ing subang only. Paling dekat and paling exclusive sebab apa yang ai nak semua ada especially fooodddd. Oh you know that I loves fooodd! From head to toe! Haha.














Malam.
Waste my time in MPH. My favourite place! ;) Feels so goooooddd being there. Like seriously kawaann. Haha. You should try too. Mana tahu boleh fallin' inlove dengan tempat tu ke. Kenn? Hahaha. Before balik , dinner dekat McDonald's. I'm ordered Spicy Chicken McDeluxe , fries and coke light. Yes! I'm eating again :/ please dont be so surprised. Pukul 9pm naik train to Harun and jalan kaki sambil bawak beg lappy and beg baju. Sangat berat okay! Sakit gila bahu ni! Erghh. Tapi takpe. Asal aku happy kenn? Hahaha. Dahlah hanni! Banyak sangat kau cakap malam ni. Macam macam kau nak setorii. Haha. Yelah rasa rindu nak bebel dekat journal life aku ni ;) Mata dah layu. Tangan dah penat. Kaki dah sakit. Muka dah berminyak tak cuci lagi. Badan dah busuk. Jadi saya nak berendam dulu. sampai ketemu esok ya!














Oh ya! Assignment semester ni sangat banyak! Belum belajar dah berlambak assignment! And this semester imma too busy! :'( Pack sangat dah schedule ai semster ni. Driving license pun tak tercapai lagi. Maybe ai teraii semester depan. Next entry ai teraii listkan assignment yang perlu dibuat. InsyaAllah. Chiao!












xiexie wo pengyou!


Jul 23, 2011

Last Friday Night & Happy Ramadhan

Hello and Assalamualaikum.







Actually taktahu nak tulis apa. Sebab taktahu nak cakap apa. Hahaha. Okaylah macam ada satu setorii nie , rasa macam nak share lah kenn about one thing nie. It was happen yesterday night! Oh maybe I should playing the Last Friday Night Songs! *BIGsmile* Kira kenalah jugak lagu tue dengan situasi yang aku nak setorii nie. Heee. Rasa ayat intro aku macam pendek jea kenn? Oh karangan kan kena buat pendahuluan dulu before buat isi. Kennn? Hahaha. Okay dah stop merepek hunn!














Semalam dia datang unisel just to seeing me! Almost 1 months didnt see him! Rasa lain bila jumpa dia. My feeling is very different towards him! What kind of feelings? Naahh! Cant tell you lahh sahabat! Hahaha. But since petang semalam until pagi tadi aku rasa nak manja manja jea dengan dia but SEGAN ! Yes i'm really shy to show it to him. Ouch. Haha. Overnight? Yes definitely! :) Entahlah. Rasa macam nak pandang dia jea even dah gemuk! Hahaha. Yes! He's gettin' fat already! Woohoo! So I call him 'Mokk!' :D Sorry yang , hehe














Okay chapter feeling feelings dah share , now part outing pulaks! Haha. Yesterday kitaorang just round unisel -.- Err! Actually ajak dia pergi library sebab I nak pergi ambil form untuk Explorace Communication. So dia ikutlah , then lepas dah selesai kerja satu aku tue baru kami jalan jalan unisel! Dia kata malam nanti baru keluar. So i'm okay with that ;) After that , around 9pm I baru keluar dengan dia pergi I-City. Hahaha. Just take some shots then gerak pergi KL. And the funny part is dia sesat! Hahaha. Aku dah gelak gelak weyh! Haaduu. Then kitaorang decide pergi Downtown Cheras and just cari signboard ke cheras only. And aku boleh pulak was-was betul ke tidak tue jalan nak ke downtown. From PJ aku tahulah! Nie from KL kot -.- So blurr sekejap! Just tengok signboard nak ke HUKM/Stadium Bola Sepak/Teknik Kuala Lumpur jea. Sebab between three places tue dekat sangat dengan downtown. Kira landmarks dia lahh! Hahaha. Nasib baik betul weyh! :)














Then lepas jalan jalan dekat sana , fikir tempat lagi nak pergi mana pagi pagi buta tue! Kalau hangout siang , bolehlah pergi shopping complex kenn? Nie malam/pagi buta! Memang blurr ah memanjang! If aku overnight dengan budak rumah , memang just lepak buang masa dekat Dataran Merdeka/lepak mamak. Apa lagi? Shisha dude! Hahaha. Then aku bagi idea just lepak mamak around Shah Alam seksyen 13. But no shisha infront him okay! Killer?! Hahaha. Just pelahap mee goreng mamak and teh o ais jea. Malam tue kerja aku memang makan jea! Nak temokk punya pasal. Kena makan banyak. Hehehe.














Done with mee goreng mamak , we're decided to heading back to unisel :/ sebab taktahu nak pergi mana lagi plus mata dah penat nak bulat lama lama. Dia pun dah penat drive , so kami just stop by at roundabout main gate unisel and Zzz for awhile. Hehe. But dia duduk luar okehh! :) thanks yang because understand the situation! Hehehe. Around 6am he drop me off infront student hostel. Then aku pun pun balik lahh! Hehehe.



End of story.














Best? Hahaha. Berapa rating? Wuuhuu! Today plan nak pergi One Utama. Cari buku untuk subject Computer Application I. Aiiihhh! Manyak mahal woo! But bangun pun nak petang kenn? Esok kot jawabnya! Haha. and tomorrow he's heading back to Tg. Malim for practical :/ bubye yangg. Oh just a week left for Muslims untuk gemukkan badan , makan apa sahaja sebab nak puasa kenn? I'm gettin' thin and thinner by day! Oh goddd! Hopefully my weight didnt fell down slightly! Just hoping for that. And aku jugak tak dapat berpuasa dengan my lovely family sebab ade see-in/practical/short assesment for subjecy Keeping of Special Records. Haduii. Sebulan and every friday pulak tue! Macam mana nak balik Petaling Jaya/Raja Musa? Tell me how? Hmm so sadd!















I wanna to convey to all Muslims , Happy Fasting and Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak :)
Semoga puasa anda akan lebih bermakna pada tahun ini. Banyak kan amalan , kurangkan maksiat and enjoy your Ramadhan!



Ceewahh! Macam artis pulak kenn? Hahaha Whatever it is , do your best on everything!









Bubye!




Jul 9, 2011

Rahsia Cintaku




Sesuatu yang berubah by Sofaz




Specially for him :'( Am I too cruel to Carl? Aku rasa aku kejam sangat dengan dia. But this is my secret love. I'm sorry carl. Sorry entry kali nie over emotional.



Bye.

Speechless

Hello and Assalamualaikum.







Entah kenapa harini rasa lain sangat. I don't know why I'm like this. Sesuatu yang berubah by Sofaz buat aku jadi pendiam and speechless all day long. Thinking about him. Yes I miss him. But dia dah buang aku. Takkan nak balik pada dia right? I'm longing for him. But I have to move on. Seriously have to move on T__T



Speechless. Bye.

Jun 24, 2011

My one and only baby

Hello and Assalamualaikum.





Korang tahu apa tue sugar glider? Huh taktahu? Aiihh ke saja buat taktahu nie? -.- Okay-2 untuk menunjukkan yang aku nie sedikit pandai dalam bab-2 binatang nie , aku setorii sikit ya? :) Sugar glider nie dalam bahasa mat saleh dia tupai terbang. Ha salah? Lah kenapa pulak? Betul lah tupai terbang -__- Oh tue bahasa melayu! Ahhh tak kira , aku nak cakap dalam bahasa mat saleh jugak! (senyum tunjuk gigi)





Seperti korang tak tahu , sugar glider aku nie ade dua biji/ekor/jenis. Aku panggil depa Lilo and Stitch. Ya! Nama yang aku adaptasi dari cerita Lilo and Stitch :D Satu malam cari nama yang sesuai untuk diorang. Lastly dapat jugak! At first , aku nak letak nama Kiko and Kiki but si raja tue cakap tak best T___T Aku suka nama tue! Lepas tumbuk-2 dengan dia , lastly aku turutkan jugak sebab dah kalah -____-





Tamak sampai dua? Aiihhh kawan , saya tak tamak lerr = =' Lilo itu kepunyaan saya , stitch kepunyaan si raja tue. Lilo tak lama lagi akan moved to new place that I called as a jungle. Did you remember on my previous post? :) Sebulan lebih tak tengok Lilo buat aku jadi kangen/rindu lain macam sampai aku balik baru-2 nie dia tak kenal dah siapa tuan sebenar dia -__- Lain pulak dengan Stitch , dia senang manja dengan strangers like me! Maybe Stitch tu hero. Dia tengok aku nie cun semacam jea , tue yang terus dekat dengan aku tue. Mwahaha Apsal aku rasa entry kau nie macam masuk bakul angkat sendiri jea? -_____- No Comment!





Tapikan aku baru dapat satu knowledge from BFF aku , Nad yang binatang pun macam kita jugak? Huh jangan salah faham dulu kawan , aku tak kata korang binatang. What I mean here is perangai and sifat diorang sama macam kita. Ingin dibelai. Huks! Ayat power babe! Chemistry tue tetap ada. Ahh sudaahhh! Macam mana pulak tue? Moh den explain yo.



Jantina.
Berdasarkan si Nad tue cakap , binatang nie pun tahu bezakan dia nie lesbo/gay atau tak. Experience aku yang dah sebulan lebih jaga binatang nie , jantan more to girl like me. Aku pun tak faham apa yang hebat sangat aku nie sampai dia boleh manja gila dengan aku. Heh poyo gila! And betina more to guys , less to girl. Aku pun tak faham apa yang si betina tue jealous sangat dengan aku nie sampai susah gila nak manja dengan aku. Okay stop babbling Hanni -___-



Kimia (chemistry)
Binatang nie pun perlukan chemistry yang sangat afdal untuk dia terus kekal dalam carta hati dia. Kalau dah kekal dalam carta teratas , senanglah kita kan? Takpayah nak buat suara gedik-manja kita dengan binatang tue. Komfem dia boleh muntah kalau dia manusia. Mwahaha. Bila nampak kita jea , tanpa rasa malu dan segan silunya dia akan terjun bidang dekat bahu kita. Faham tak? Keju otak? -_- Fahamkan sendiri sudahlah





Apa-2 pun Lilo and Stitch nie adalah satu anugerah bernyawa yang takkan aku abaikan. Tahu sebab apa? Sebab diorang nie mahal gila! Dekat RM600 duit aku melayang sebab beli diorang nie jea. Aiihhh Nak buat macam mana? Dah cute bebenor! Geram den tengok. Apehal aku tetiba cakap noghori nie? -__________-



*abaikan muncung tu



Abaikan muncung tue. Sila fokus pada binatang diatas bahu sahaja -_- See? Like I said just now , Lilo still taknak dengan aku lagi T___T Rasa sedih tahap dewa! But bila aku letak dia dekat lengan aku , she will static like statue. Hooray! Its a good sign huh? :D Ini pun aku dah marah-2 dia still jugak taknak dengan mama dia. Sediihhhh I call her as Baby Lo. Not babylon okay!


*seperti baru mengenal dunia luar



Apesal aku cakap cenggitu? Yelah , aku keluarkan dia dari tempat tidur asyik meraba merayap jea satu badan aku. Nasib baik kau gugurl Lilo! Mwahaha. Nak tahu bad habit Lilo? Bad habit dia sama macam mama dia , suka tidoo! Ya. Itu aku tak nafikan. Bhahaha. Mana tumpahnya kuah kalau tak ke nasi. Ya tak? ;D Ayat superb! Hahaha



*Comeii kan? ^__^



This is Stitch ;) sangat manja dengan sesiapa sahaja. Betul , taktipuuuu Habit dia kalau dengan aku suka sangat landing dekat pangkal leher aku. Hiisshhh sumpahh geli dude! But aku tak kisah. Kan aku cakap dia nie gatai sikit. Bhaha. My prince is gettin' big! Hero mama kan berani. Stunt yang paling aku suka buat dekat dia , dia akan gantungkan diri dia macam Batman/kelawar. Bhaha. Comel gila! I call him as Stitch lahh , teehee



*Lilo and Stitch



Ha! Satu permainan untuk korang. Mana satu Lilo , mana satu Stitch? Ha! Ceteraii-2 ;D Betul takdapat apa-2 , kalah padan muka! Bhaha. Okay stop it hunn -__- Yes , from left is Stitch then Lilo in their porch bag. Diorang suka tidur dalam tue. Binatang nie kan suka gelap-2 , macam mama diorang jugak ;) Size Stitch lagi kecik dari Lilo. Dah tentu-2 lahh Lilo besar dari Stitch kan? Mati otak -,-





By the way , next semester aku bawak Baby Lo jea. Stitch kena tinggal dengan si raja tue T__T Rasa macam nak angkut Stitch , but si raja takbagi. Nanti si raja tue sunyi katanya. Isk isk Aku pun tak sure aku boleh manjakan Lilo or tak. Aiihhh Kau boleh Hanni! Katakan boleh! ;D Tak lama lagi Lilo dapat jumpa papa baru dia! Nak tahu siapa? Eheee , tunggu jelah next entry. Malulah nak cerita sekarang. Hehehe Taksabar nak tengok reaksi budak-2 rumah tue macam mana kalau aku bawak baby aku nie. Sure macam-2 muka yang timbul nanti. Hahaha. Rasa nak kenakan bebudak tue jea semester depan. *evil laugh





Bye.












Jun 22, 2011

Dulu dan Sekarang

Hello and Assalamualaikum.


Entry kali nie rasa nak semakkan belog aku nie dengan picture-2 zaman dulu hingga sekarang. Moh ler kita tengok ya? :)

Satu. -- (2008)





Ayat pertama yang terlintas dalam kepala y'ouls



" Eh dia bertudung? Apesal sekarang tak pakai? -.- "



Aiihh kawan , itukan Sports Day. Kalau nak freehair pun okay jugak. But aku tak macam tue. Dalam sekolah , memang bertudung. Luar sekolah , ehem-2 faham-2 jelah ya? :D Well , muka suci jea kan? Mwahahaha. Stop riak Hanni! -.-



Dua. -- (2009)





Any different?


A. No
B. Yes
C. Maybe
D. Ikut suka kaulah -.-


Apa-2 pun muka hitam masa tue okay ;( That time in process to whiten my face and reduce an eyebag. But it never works till now T__T Oh! can you see that Sony K530i? Itu phone lama aku before dibaraikan oleh tuan empunya badan kerana _________. Sangat sediihhhhh. Isk isk



Tiga. -- (2010)


*from left : me , mot



Saya cute? Mwahaha. No? Ya saya tidak cute seperti anda -________- Time nie Orientation Week. Dekat mana? Apa ke slow sangat korang nie. Unisel lerr kawan. That time Tuhan jea tahu betapa seksanya kami. Ergghh! Dari muka licin and tiada kesan lebam kena tumbuk bawah mata , masuk tempat hutan nie terus ada! Argghhh. Until now tak hilang benda nie semua! Huh Yes I call that place as a JUNGLE -__-



Empat. -- (Present)




Berubah? No. Aku rasa aku tak berubah tang muka. Dari dulu sama jea -.- Ramai jugak kengkawan cakap benda yang sama bila jumpa/terserempak dengan aku



" Eh hanni! Kau tak berubah kan? Dari dulu sama jea. Tetap kering! -___- "



Arghh! Mostly kengkawan aku kata macam tue. But aku takmarah depa! Memang aku dari dulu memang macam nie. Bak kata doktor sakit puan aku tue



" Awak memang dah takboleh gemuk. Tahap metabolisme awak memang tinggi. "



WTF

Aku tak kira. Aku nak gemuk jugak! T_________T




This is me. I was born to please other people. Not to critics others. Tak faham? Sebenarnya aku pun tak faham apa yang aku tulis. Merapu memanjang! Mwahaha. For me , I just berpegang pada satu prinsip






" If you judge someone , the world will judge you back
It'll better for you to stay silent. "







Did you get it?





Bye.



Spaghetti dan Saya


Hello and Assalamualaikum.





*google images




Nampak nikmat dan berselera tak? :) Today meals is Spaghetti Goreng. Hasil masakan aku sendiri. Well lama gila tak masak spaghetti sendiri. 100% hand made. Mwahaha. Actually tak adalah goreng sangat. But aku taktahu nak bagi nama apa. Takkan spaghetti jea nama dia even nama dia memang spaghetti. Faham tak? -.- Keju otak? Fahamkan sendiri lahh.





Aku pun taktahu sebenarnya nak buat spaghetti nie sangat , but selalu usha my mum masak spaghetti then try buat ikut citarasa aku sendiri. Perghh! Jadi kot :D Rasa bangga tahap tertinggi pun ada. Hahaha. Today memang malas nak masak lauk-2 bagai. That's why masak spaghetti. Kenyang jugakkan? :)





Aku sebenarnya memang malas nak masak lauk-2 , sebabnya nanti takde orang nak sentuh. Alasan , dah makan tadi -.- Serupa takpayah masak. Haduii Kalau nak masak untuk aku jea , rasa selfish pulak kan? Masak kena ikut perut orang belakang jugak , teehee But ramai kata wo! spaghetti aku sedaaappp! Yeaahhh. Itu yang aku nak dengar actually. Yelah , masak penat-2 tapi takde siapa nak comment/critics. Err tue bukan maksud dia sama ke? -.- Apa-2 jelah! Yang pasti aku bangga aku dah berjaya hasilkan satu menu simple ikut citarasa aku and its working! :D


Alhamdulillah.





Boleh bukak restoran? Mwahahaha. Aku tak minat dalam bidang kulinari nie. Spending some time with it bolehlah cerita. Nak serius dalam bidang nie , I dont think so. By the way , I'm going to finish it all! Yay!





Bye.

Jun 21, 2011

Yes , I do

Hello and Asslamualaikum.





Well lama gila tak meng-update belog aku nie. Berhabuk kot rasanya. Hahaha. June 16, 2011. Satu date yang baru dalam life aku. Mesti korang nak kata aku telah dipetik. Kann? Ayat takboleh blah kau Hanni! Bhaha. Yes , I'm taken! Sorry guys out there. 4 peoples are waiting for my answer , but I've choose him. Why? There are something that you can't fight like love. It came without a sign. Yes! Fallin' in love with him was beyond my control.



Actually aku kenal dia dah lama jugak. It was started from semester one. Dia senior dekat kolej aku. Beriya aku taknak dengan budak satu kolej , lastly sangkut jugak. Cett! Dia admire aku dari semester satu , but aku nie tahulah. Jenis yang takkan layan mamat-2 dekat luar sana. Maklumlah tengah setia -.- Awal semester 3 baru aku perasan dia. Itupun just as senior. Malas nak tahu pasal senior-2 nie. Hormat cukuplah kan? :)




Awal semester 3 jugak aku dapat rumors pasal dia admire aku. Ingat admire biasa-2 jea. Aku pun still buat bodoh sebabnya kalau layan dikatakan menggedik pulak :P Muka dia iras Aizat AF wa cakap lu! :D First dia tegur time aku buat mid-term. Rasa biasa lagi. Takde rasa apa-2. But second times aku tengok dia betul-2 , rasa dup dap jantung nie. Taktahu apesal! Haaduu I lose my control when I staring at him. Ouch. Dengan yang dulu , takde pun. Love at first sight? Maybe.




One day aku chill-2 dekat Fakulti Business (FOB) , tiba-2 nampak dia. Terus aku buat taktahu tapi dalam hati rasa nak gugur jantung. Apa aku buat , semua tak kena sampai spoon pun boleh jatuh! Haduii rusuh gila aku time tue. Memang malu lahh but tebalkan muka babe. Mwahaha. Dengan tetiba dia tanya aku pasal iphone , terus kelu! Taktahu nak cakap apa. Korang tahu , boleh pulak aku nak pinjam Iphone dia? Aduhh malu tahap dewa! Paling takboleh blah , secara auto aku type number aku dalam Iphone dia. Rasa nak pancung kepala aku nie pastuh simpan dalam kabinet dapur. Arghh! Malu!





Secara rasminya malam tu aku meset-2 dengan dia sampailah pada first meet. First meet takpayah cerita lah. Aku jump terus ke couple jelah ya? :) Bla bla bla lepas meset tu , kitaorang keluar dengan bff aku , Farah pegi ______. Lepak-2 and declared as couples at kedai mamak babe! Fuhhh santai gila! Bhaha. Alhamdulillah , now we're is in relationship.





*Somewhere in heaven


I'm slowly start to love him :') Pray for us okay?





" To found you is miracle , to have you is a gift
And to love you is what I'm gonna do. "